Page about slightly more serious stuff!

Alright, I'll try not to make this too heavy, but I've been through a couple(mainly one) really rough time in my life, I didn't enjoy it! I also know it feels good to know your not the only one going through it so thats what this is for! I want to keep my site as a whole light, but this is someplace that I want everyone to be able to contribute annoynimously(even if they can't spell it!), except me of course, and to be able to share everything! So look, if you want me to post something without knowing who you are just use your parents e-mail and send me the story, but make sure you do something so that I know its you, put something like Sam you used to like Smokey in the subject, something personal only you would know about me, er, that only someone I know would know about me! Something so I know your not trying to spam me;) You can also just send it directly to me, I won't hold it against you, you can change the story a very little bit so we(as a whole) won't figure it out and I'll post it signing it as X or something! I just don't want to be the only one posting here, but seriously, guys, it takes A LOT for me to hold something against you, OK? I swear! Remember we're all friends here, forever and always!

Alright, so lets make this as quick and painless as possible! This winter break I was depressed! Not like "Oh drat, I missed that scale run" depressed, like so depressed I felt like doing zippo! LAME!! This branched off from when we had the day of compassion thing at school and they over did it on me and so for like two months I was going am I gay or strait! Obviously, I'm strait! I mean, COME ON!!(no offense to those of you who I've liked or currently like, since this guy doesn't know I won't save his name to save him the embarassment!) Anyhow this was absolutly awful! I don't want any of you to have to go through this alone like I did! I know I can always come to you guys, totally, but I just forced myself to do this! I'm all better now so don't worry! But this is why I want this page up, so that you can talk annonymously to people up here so you know you aren't alone!(I know I sound like a school counsiler, right?) but man, seriously, I really didn't tell any of you guys about it until after I was through it, minus one who knows who she is! I really think just talking helps, more than you think, but not so much with an adult, but with a friend who can give you a view point from your age group! You understand? I hope so!

If you all have any words of advice for anyone here's where I'll put 'em!

My g-d! What have I done that you should cause me such pain! This silence is torture! Why do you not know and see? What have I done to you, tell me please! I want to remedy this, but I don't know how! Tell me please so I may fix it! I miss you, I love you, so what endeavor could cause you to hate me so? Tell me now, I'm sorry, forgive me what ever it maybe!